Good afternoon all! It's a hot day in the Northeast(my least favorite) so therefore I am hibernating in my A.C all day! This blogging thing is new to me but I find it quite therapeutic.
If your any thing like me, everyday can be so different from one to the next. You never know if it's going to be a bad day or a good day. I find myself lately anticipating a bad day, which is such a waste of time. I have fears about everything, mostly something life threatening or tragic happening on a daily basis. I know,I know, no-one should go through life waking up thinking those things, it's just a very hard cycle to break once it has started.
Friends and family try to be there for you but they don't really know what it's like to suffer from daily anxiety. Yes, everyone experiences anxiety(especially here in the U.S.A.) but one person does not know what it's like for the next person. I find myself very lonely at times. Wanting someone to understand why I say or do the things I do but they won't/can't. I have lost many friends due to this....
Bare with me until I get the hang of this blog. Right now I am using more as a diary that I share with everyone!!
We'll see what tomorrow brings! Keep smiling!
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